Step One

I finally admitted not only to myself, but another individual of my failures recently. It’s been a humbling and painful day but it’s the first step towards progress. I had to swallow my pride and realize what I was doing was wrong and not acceptable behavior. I had to catch the problem before it became a real problem – a problem out of control. I never want to go back to my past I’m questioning myself in how I let it get to this. How did it happen? What did I do wrong? How can I fix it ongoing? How did I make it through all the pain only to fold now? For now it’s back to basics – prayer, taking life one day at a time, being honest, not trying to handle it on my own, and seeking help.