You may think that I’m a living contradiction; from the tweets deep into the night about money, to my wholehearted belief in God, to the gratitude that I have for everything I’ve been blessed with. The fact is that I am only human, multifaceted with several different parts to me. My girlfriend, the lady I confide most in, tells me it even took her six months to figure me out. There is no one way to categorize myself, and for someone to classify me in any single category would be strongly mistaken. I have a passion for business, I love money, I’m covered in tattoos, I wear business apparel almost every day, I drive fancy cars, and I play RPGs in my free time. Money is not everything, and as you’ve read before this it’s nearly been the death of me.
I had not heard of Don Lapre until his charges of wire fraud, mail fraud, conspiracy and promotional money laundering were brought up in The Republic of EWA Group. After reading about his charges, the first thought in my head was how greedy and stupid one person could be. As I read more about his history of informercials, I came across a website that he made for himself about how much he loved his family. The website, DonLapre.com, almost seemed like a suicide note and the feelings that overcame me were almost unexplainable. For someone as ruthless as me, I actually sympathized with him. Today, the embattled TV pitchman Don Lapre was found dead of an apparent suicide in his cell Sunday morning. Even though my feelings on suicide are not favorable, it really made me reflect on myself.
About two years ago I was speaking with a close friend and advisor of mine, discussing my day to day activities and he asked me a simple question, “What would happen to you if you lost everything, your business, your money, your livelihood?” At the time, I was taken aback and quickly answered saying that business and money isn’t everything to me. As we got off phone, I realized that the truth of the matter was that at the time, money and business was still so important to me it that if I lost it – it would be the demise of me. His challenging question put me deep in thought and actually made me react; I needed to find other things in life. At the time I was 22 years old and I had spent at least 6 years of my life cooped up inside in my nest, building my empire. I had a girlfriend, but I was not ever fully mentally there – business was such a high priority in my life I just didn’t care. Hobbies? None – what was the use, I loved business and that was my hobby.
From that moment, even though I had full confidence in myself and my businesses success, I realized that I needed to find more balance in my life. I couldn’t be chained to the computer for 18 hours a day for the rest of my life. That night, I had a vision that if I didn’t change, I would one day have a wife and kids in a wing of my house while I’m completely locked away from them in an office. I didn’t want that and I wanted to be part of life. I needed to make a change in my life. I had put so much time, effort, and passion into my business – wonder if something actually had failed, what would become of me?
I reacted, and started the process of developing a hierarchy of employees in my company. I refined the art, scaled it up, and quickly got to the point where I did not have to be physically running my business to make sure it worked. I had the option of having free time, if I so felt like taking it. I got so good at building an actual business, the day came along where I actually had free time and I was at a complete loss. I was forced to find hobbies of my own, something that took nearly a year to find. As the necessity of my involvement in day to day was lessened, I used the time to develop closer friendships and then one day my girlfriend walked into my life.
For once, I could actually mentally be there for someone. Because I’m still addicted to work, I had to set a decompression time before seeing her and when I was with her it was strictly with her: no business whatsoever. I put a focal point on developing a real relationship with someone, learning from my mistakes in the past – I’m reaping the benefits of that today. As time progressed, the newly found hobbies and friendships started building up a more prevalent role in my life; it gave new meaning to my life. Business and money finally because an aspect of my life, not my entire life – and if I were to lose that I would have self worth.
Even with the newly found balance, I don’t think anything is going to get me off this computer. I absolutely love working, interacting with people, and developing businesses. I’m addicted to the hustle and I’m still going to be up working every waking moment. It’s my passion, but it’s not everything – and that is the point that I’m trying to get at with this post. Clearly, Don Lapre was one of the unfortunate ones to never find the balance in life. Rest in Peace, Don – you will be remembered.
It’s a new decade – I have new goals, new money, new problems and not enough patience. I’m still grind nonstop because that’s all I know. I’m slangin’ berries even with all the instability with free trials. I’m still out-hustling other networks and making competition memories of 09′. I’m (more…)
When your sleeping – I’m grindin’. When your awake – I’m grindin’. When your partying – I’m grindin’. I have a lot of money, but even more on my mind. Over the past few months I’ve neglected this blog because I’ve been focusing on growing EWA Network, our internal affiliate marketing operation and several new business ventures. Eagle Web Assets has seen massive growth, so I needed to adapt accordingly. This is survival of the fittest, and I’ve been in this (more…)
I love going to industry conferences – for me its more a reprieve from the daily grind than anything else. It’s a wonderful feeling for me to finally meet the people that I work with on a daily basis. This is the first conference that I’m bringing my girlfriend along with, so I plan to spend as much time with her as possible; I figure – mix business with pleasure. This is going to be the first time I’ve ever taken someone I care about with me on “vacation” – something I’ll remember forever. If you’d like to meet up with me, contact me and you can meet this asshole in person.
What have I been up to? Well, this month Eagle Web Assets Inc. turned 5 years old and I’ve been working harder than ever – I’m addicted to that fast money. Several months ago I moved from just being an affiliate to owning a small, private network called EWA Private Network – and we’ve seen huge growth. It feels good to be involved with different aspect of affiliate marketing – itmakes me want to work harder, longer and smarter. We don’t accept random people, so if you don’t know me or my partner Harrison Gevirtz, don’t bother applying. We are here to simply help out our friends grow their business with the best offers, highest payout’s, and weekly payments – not take on a huge workload. It feels good to have other networks scrambling – we did not come in this industry trying to make friends with people – we came to be fairer to our affiliates. (more…)
If your dreams are not scary, they’re not big enough…. It’s been awhile since I’ve updated my personal page. I updated my goals for 2009. It’s funny – I remember in school when motivational speakers came in and told us to set goals. I started setting daily, short term, and long term goals and it made me work harder and longer. Read my goals page now! Goals for 2009
I love Facebook Advertising more than any platform I’ve ever worked on. Facebook profits were down again for another quarter, and they were on a mission to make that money back. Facebook removed regulations on continuity, mobile, and dating offers. Additionally, they raised everyone’s budget to $30,000 with a simple fax and copy of your driver’s license. To say the least, it’s been a goldmine. I live for times like this – last time I enjoyed something this fun was opening of MySpace MyAds. I’ve been on extra grind since the opening – I’m on the grind; fuck bitches, I got money on my mind. I get cash, skip past haters and get ass later, ya digg?
Affiliate Summit in Las Vegas – no sleep, VIP parties, strip clubs, and immense networking value. This was a completely new experience for me – I’ve never been to Affiliate Summit or Vegas before, and I had a blast. I was able to meet everyone I’ve been talking to for the last few months – and everyone I met was friendly and professional. I only associate myself with people (more…)
Affiliate marketing is great money. More money than some people can ever imagine making. When I first started in 2004, I was simply amazed when I hit my first four digit day after a couple weeks of tinkering around and networking with others. I was used to slowly building up SEO empires and nice ROI from Yahoo Publisher Network or Google AdSense – this quick money was (more…)
I started off earning money doing search engine optimization for my own sites. When I was 14 years old, I thought it would be “cool” to have a network of sites. I made 15 sites with different topics and added a good amount of content and onsite SEO. I previously ran forums and knew that the primary source of traffic came from the search engines. I linked them all together, and magically one day I woke up with 100$ in my Google AdSense account. I realized that I could (more…)