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- Im 21
| I'm 21 years old and still going strong. Still got my mind on my money and my money my mind baby. I'm doing it sober this year - haha - would have never expected that! |
- A Sunny Chicago Day
| What a beautiful day here in Chicago - sunny, low 70's, and breezy. There are so many things that I'm grateful for - my sobriety, family, health, success, my house, God, my supportive friends, and beautiful days like today. I thank God for everythin..... |
- ad tech Chicago
- Mercedes Benz S550
After totaling my Lincoln Navigator, i've been stuck driving my BMW 325i - not a car I feel right in. I went to the dealership and test..... |
- Limited G High Fashion
I'm very excited to begin a new design project for a close friend of mine, Max Gutnik. He created the extremely limited high fashion clothing line right from Chicago.
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- Newports and Shoes
Newport's and new Shoes... it keeps me going late into the night. With the stress I go through cigarettes are a nice..... |
- People move on Fast
| It's depressing how quickly people move on from relationships. Even though I ended it, its still hard for me. It's still a fresh wound - so it's a natural feeling. |
- RIP Lincoln Navigator
| About a month ago I crashed my Lincoln Navigator. Insurance determined it was a total loss. I'm looking into a 08 BMW 750i or a 08' Mercedes Benz S550. No more SUV's for me now with these horrible gas prices. |
- Hot Girls Dont Poop
| I've come up with this observation, and I'm not complaining. |
- Crazy Girls
| Why do I always end up with the crazy ones? |
- 1 Month Anniversary
| Yesterday was my 1 month anniversary with Jessica. I decided to take her to Six Flags, and we had a great time! Love ya' babe! |
- Insomnia
| I think the insomnia is back. Its been days with little sleep and racing thoughts. I need to talk to my doctor soon... |
- Narrowed Down my Selection
| After living the player lifestyle - primarily to improve my mack game. I've picked out one beautiful girl to be my girlfriend. We connected immediately, and I love spending time with her. She motivates me to get out and have a good time. We've been o..... |
- Sick AGAIN
| WTFBBQ? I'm sick again - this time with strep. I woke up a few days ago with a 103.5 temperature and a horribly sore throat. I should be fine soon, now that i'm on antibiotics. |
- Change of Car
| Currently I own a black Lincoln Navigator and I simply love it. It was my first large purchase from internet profits several years ago. Gas prices are going up and up and the car is getting more expensive to keep running, I spend about $25 a day. I'm..... |
- Back in Town
| I got back from vacation a few days ago and I'm getting back in the swing on things. We spent a lot of time on the beach, tanning, and looking at properties on the ocean. The first day I got the worst sun burn I've ever had - blisters and all. It was..... |
- Heading to Flordia
| I'm heading to Florida tomorrow and i'm really excited. We are going to spend half our time there looking at real estate near the ocean. I can't wait! |
- Feeling Down
| I've just been feeling a bit depressed lately. I need to get over this slump... maybe the vacation I'm going on in a few days will make me feel better... |
- Charging for My Bar
| It's too damn expensive to have a fully furnished bar in my house and drink all my friends down for free. For one, I don’t purchase cheap liquors (Tanqueray, Belvedere, Hennessy, Patron, etc.). Second, I have too many damn lechers without jobs drinki..... |
- Sick
| Man o man am I sick! It all started last week with severe stomach ache, progressing into a horrible soar throat and I woke up today with pink eye. I'm a mess, lol. I just went to the doctor and got some medicine to deal with it and I should be fine i..... |
- Back in Action
| I'm finally back in the swing of things. It took me about a week to get back to full working capacity and I'm happy to be in my state of mine. Since coming back I've started to date a beatuiful girl named Karina. I'm not announcing anything yet becau..... |
- Looking for More Real Estate
| Next month I'm going to Florida to look for a condo on the beach. This has been one of my long time dreams and I'm excited for the entire experience. I can't wait! |
- Back
| ... I'm back. Will resume work tomorrow and post some updates. |
- American Express Gold Card
| I just got upgraded to the Gold card today from the Green card :). One day I'll be at that black card level... |
- 1 Year Living Alone
| It's been a full year of me living alone. One year ago I closed on this home. I'm happy to say that I have made all my payments on time and in full. |
- Sluggish
| I don't like sleeping - I find solitude during the nights for work. After the first night my mind became very creative and I was able to successfully make some new advertising campaigns and web designs. I pushed myself for two more days and woke up f..... |
- Updated Facebook Profile
I updated my Facebook profile with an advertisement for my - Relentless Tattoo
I want to get this on my chest. It's a hard decision... |
- Hustlers Mafia
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Blue in - Blood Out
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- My Luck
| My car was out of comission for two months. Two days after I get it back I get hit by a drunk driver. I hate not having a car - I feel like im back in college again. |
- Mr Fuzz 1 Year Old
| Mr. Fuzz is now a year old! He is still a hyper little puppy - but he has gotten a lot more independent as of recently. I can't wait to spend many more years with my little puppy! |
- DJARUM Black Clove Cigarettes
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Well, I guess i'm hooked. I used to smoke only on rare occasions - usually when i'm drunk or under the influence. I've been smoking ..... |
- No Cell Phone
| I lost my LG Prada phone last week, finally recovering it yesterday. One problem - I'm also missing the charger. I'm totally out of contact with people - maybe thats a good thing? |
- Work and Drugs
| When I "used to" use drugs I found that it made me very creative. I need to adapt the style of websites and I can do so much better under the influence. I usually work on experimental projects - especially additions to my personal page. I'm creating ..... |
- Grandfather Passes On
| RIP Howard Benton Eagle. Lived a long life, 88 years old. I will see you one day. |
- Who Sleeps
| I hate sleeping. I find it to be a waste of time. It's 4:30am and i'm on day two of no sleeping. This period of the night is the hardest to stay awake focused - when the human body really is begging to get to sleep. On top of being burnt out - I have..... |
- My Diary
| I love it. I've been filling it up with drawings for hours now - along with things that have been on my mind -that you guys cant hear about ;). I'll publish diary later. |
- I wan't my Lincoln Back
| My Lincoln Navigator got in a car crash during the first snow storm. The front left of the car was damaged - about $15,000 worth. I expected my car to be repaired almost three weeks ago - and I still don't have anything. Living without a car drives m..... |
- I miss my shawty
Even Though I'm Not Your Man, You Not My Girl,
I’ma Call You My Shawty,
Cause I Can't Stand To See You Treated Bad,
I Beat His A** For My Shawty,
And we ain't did nothin’ that we ain't supposed to do,
Cause you my shawty,
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- Sleeping Too Much
| I've been sleeping way too much these days. I normally like sleeping 4-5 hours per night to optimize my time. I just pulled two, 10hr days. Ugg - I feel useless! |
- Another Day...
| ...with vitamin c and a lot of liquid. |
- Whats Better?
| I have a house full of girls and they all up on me. Cheaaaaaaaa! Layin' the smack down on so many of these fine ladies. |
- Having the Control
| Yesterday two girls came over and decided to clean my house, including doing all the floors, while we were burning time. I saved $55 for cleaning ladies and was able to sit down and watch two other people slave for free. I love it. |
- 2008 New Year
| Happy New Year. Same new years resolution as last - Mo' money, mo' hoes, mo' cars, mo' clothes. Party on. |
- Starting a Diary
| After posting on this blog for several years now, I decided it would be a good idea for me to buy a diary where I can write things down that I want to keep to myself. I'm quite excited to begin one as I believe it will help get anxieties off my chest..... |
- Good Christmas
| I had a great Christmas! I spent both Christmas Eve and Christmas day with my Mom, Dad, and Brother. We had appetizers at my house for Christmas Eve, then changed locations (brining Mr. Fuzz) to my parents house for dinner. I slept overnight there an..... |
- Getting Back to Work
| Getting back to work from the holidays is a hard thing. I'm trying to stay disciplined and complete the work from the days that I took off. Working on creating two sites today, ideally. |
- Life is Hard Without a Car
| My Navigator has been out of commission for weeks now... how devastating. During the first snow storm it got into a crash - $15,000 worth of damage. I expect it in sometime next week - but its totally debilitating me from moving around. |
- Illinois Mortgage Test
| I never thought that I would be studying again... I guess school is helpful to some degree. In the coming weeks I need to study for a Mortgage broker test so I can get a license for my new company, FundMidwest. It's exiting for me that I can jump int..... |
- Mr Fuzz is a Rat
| My dog is a little rat. He took a pen today and while biting it he drew all over my tan leather couch. What a headache... he is like a little kid or something. |
- First Christmas at Home
| I'm enjoying my first Christmas in my own home. Christmas is my favorite holiday of the entire year. I love the decorations, the spirit, and everything else surrounding it. This year I got a Christmas tree at my house, and sent a few Christmas cards ..... |
- Hectic Life
| Life just got really hectic quick for me... jeeze. I'm booked from 9:30-9:30 most days - its somewhat exhausting. One of my top priorities in life is staying sober - as it seems to get a bit out of control when I go out there and "party". My mind is ..... |
- Im Lost
| Who am I? What are my values? How can I let it get to this level. I'm totally lost. |
- Keeping it Classy
| After seeing the movie American Gangster, it gave me a lesson. The main character kept a low profile and was able to profit greatly. His wife bought him a 50,000$ chinchilla. Against his better judgement, he wore it to a large fighting event - and at..... |
- A Lot to be Grateful For
| It's Thanksgiving, and I have a lot to be grateful for. For one - i'm happy to be alive and with my family. I'm happy to be sober on this day. I'm grateful for my company and that profits have been stable. I take nothing for granted and I hope that t..... |
- College Kids back Home
| Many of my friends are back home their various colleges for Thanksgiving break. It's been a good minute since I've seen many of them and it was nice to see them again. Nice that I don't have to go to college and deal with all those midterms and final..... |
- Grey Grey Grey
| These Grey days are depressing. Chicago is really killing me lately. |
- Almost a Year in My Home
| As Winter approaches it's been almost a year living in my home. I've made payments on time every month which is great for my credit! Click Here to check out pictures of my completed hou..... |
- Time Flies
| I cannot believe an entire day of work is done... today just flew by. I wonder if time goes faster as you get older... a scary thought. I need to cherish the time that I have now and make best use of it. |
- 30 Days of Sobriety
| I'm happy to say that I have 30 days of total sobriety! I'd like to thank my Father for talking me through many difficult questions and acting as a role model to me. In addition, Roger has befriended me and talked me through many difficult sit..... |
- Paul Plotnick
| I'd just like to thank Paul Plotnik, for repeatedly saving my ass multiple times. Go lawyers! |
- Clock Readjustment
| I always hate this part of the year, when we readjust the clocks. Now, around 5pm it gets dark out. My mood gets effected by the weather and light/sun drastically - and when it gets dark out so early I feel a bit down... Temperatures also have been d..... |
- Cigars
| Last week I started smoking cigars and I've been really enjoying the experience. I purchased some fine cigars at the local tobacco shop, along with a humidor to keep them fresh. I'm still very new to the entire cigar connoisseur mentality, but my tas..... |
- Getting Back to Not Sleeping
| I need to optimize my time more. I've been getting into this horrible schedule of oversleeping. I find sleep to be a huge waste of time, as my current favorite song says, "I don't sleep, cause sleep is the cousin of death". I'll sleep when i'm dead -..... |
- Crazy Neighbors
| Haha... I was awoken today with hard knocking on my front door. At first I thought it was my father coming to work, but it seemed a bit early. I noticed it was a police officer, so I quickly dressed and talked with him. He said that my neighbor accus..... |
- The Leftovers
| In the last month I know two people that overdosed, and two people in jail for 10-12 years. It's saddening to me... the people im around drag me down. I can see my own brother going down a bad pathway and it scares me to death. I can't imagine what w..... |
- Getting Sleep
| For the first time in years, i've been getting the actual sleep my body needs :). I feel a lot less on edge, and a happier person. Listening To: Doc Holiday - 26 Chromes |
- No Seizure Please
| Waking up at 9:30 in the morning, is still a task for me. The last week i've been needing as much sleep as I possibly can have - as I'm cleaning out my system. Last time I quit using, on day 7 I walked into an iHop and had a seizure. I was only on a ..... |
- Pumpkins
| I purchased several pumpkins today to prepare my house for Halloween - one of my favorite holidays. Who can resist evil things and free candy :). |
- Jogging vs Weight Loss
| I love to jog - it's something that I began Freshman year college. My friend John inspired me to begin running. Daily, we would run together through Thompson Point Woods, mostly at night, with our iPods. During high school I had little to no physical..... |
- Antibiotics Suck
| I just slept 17 hours because of my antibiotic... how agitating. I prefer sleeping 7 hours at most. I feel useless. |
- When Will I Get Over It
| This recently have not been going my way, as you may have read. I still can't get over my girlfriend. I talk with her daily and we still have a mutual love for each other - its just the distance that ruined the relationship. I'm trying to get over it..... |
- Crashed Brothers Car
| Wow... things recently have been working out just GREAT for me. I crashed my brothers car into a ditch. Popped two tired and bent his rim. Bye bye $2,000. I'm really hoping the frame isn't damaged =/. |
- Feeling Better
| Finally starting to feel better - even though I had to cut out of work today for an hour to take a nap because of dizziness. My flu-like symptoms are gone and I'm feeling more alert. Without assistance of the antibiotics I would have been feeling lik..... |
- Sleep Issues
| After sleeping around 12-15 hour days the past few days, it seems like i've developed a little case of insomnia. I cant sleep now! Sunday night I decided to stay up all night by choice - but tonight I still can't sleep. Even after my sleeping pill Am..... |
- Still Sick
| Against my better judgment, I decided to party a little bit on Friday night. To say the least I never recovered and it made me even sicker. I was just upset about my girlfriend and wanted to get it off my mind, maybe meet some new people. It worked -..... |
- Breakup and Sick
| Last night me and my girlfriend broke up... she felt like she was "missing" out on things in college by having a long term relationship. Yesterday about 12pm I started feeling extremely sick and out of it. I woke up today feeling like death - soar t..... |
- Long Distance Relationship
| Having a long distance relationship is really hard for me. After visiting my girl for a week I really fell for her. After being around here all the time and going back to buffalo grove, all alone, has been hard for me. I miss my girl :(. |
- Feeling Down
| The last few days have been very hard for me - feeling extremely down. Today things seem a bit better for me - then I find out that I'm missing two of my $100 Burberry shirts when I go do the wash... just my luck. For one - I can't get in contact wit..... |
- Highest Profits
| Yesterday Eagle Web Assets Inc. had its highest profits ever. We make it rain $. |
- My Turn for Seizures
| Two days ago I had my first ever seizure - and hopefully last. After sleeping only a few hours and being exhausted, I pushed myself more to chill with friends. We chilled for a bit, went to iHop, and I had a seizure as soon as we sat down. Foaming an..... |
- Long Days
| ... Buffalo Grove sure turns quiet when everyone is off to college. Leaves me a lot of idle time. Being as productive as possible is my main goal now - staying on the grind. Atleast I got paid today $_$. |
- Back to the Grind
| Starting today i'm working a normal work schedule. Me and my father are now working as a team to develop websites - 10 hour days. We're gonna make it rain $$$ once i'm done training him. |
- Too Many Vacations
| The last two weekends I have been out of town, doing some sort of mini-vacation. Two weeks ago I went to Michigan with my entire family. It was pretty nice, actually - we went to the beach during the days, did some shopping, and ate great food. This ..... |
- No More Smoking
| I guess you can say that I'm taking a "break" for a year from the greenery. I went to court yesterday and got restricted supervision - normal court supervision WITH random drug tests for 12 months. Fun times. I guess i'm going to enjoy a year of sobr..... |
- My 20th Birthday
| I'm 20. Still on the grind $_$. I guess i'm not a teen anymore ha. |
- Feeling Up
| Things are feeling and looking good for me. I have been maintaining focus on expansion of my company - working the graveyard shift with those other zombies out there. My relationships have been going great and the greenery has been good. |
- I really did save his life
| Ricky Whites heart stopped for 25 seconds - if I didnt call the paramedics or dragged his body outside he could have died. I'll take a few thousand dollar loss to save someones life. |
- What I Get for Saving Someone
| Me and a few friends were at my home relaxing and watching a movie. One of the kids chilling apparently had epilepsy - and broke began to seizure. After 10 minutes of this, and against the word of others, I decided to dial 911 to do something about t..... |
- Living Alone
| I love living alone - it allows me to get as much work done as I want without any disturbances (well, Mr. Fuzz sometimes takes some work time away from me, hah!). I chill with my friends from time to time - so im not too isolated! So far summer has b..... |
- Picture of Mr Fuzz
- Sleeping Frustration
| Three times in the last month I set my alarm clock to wake me up, and it failed to work. Normally, the slightest sound can make me up so it has to be something with the clock... anyways last night once again I wanted to nap for thirty minutes, six ho..... |
- Anxiety
| I have such anxiety nowadays regarding my company. Now that I own a home, I have a huge responsibility. It scared me that someday down the line the money wont be there anymore. |
- Mr Fuzz
| I just got a new little puppy named Mr. Fuzz yesteday. After moving into my house it was just a little too quiet it was a must! The puppy is Pomeranian / Shih Tzu mix - i'll attach some pictures very soon. I'm in love, hes my new little buddie. |
- Summer
| Now that Summer is approaching and the Sun has been out a lot more i've noticed that my mood has been much better. The weather, particularly the sun, affects my mood drastically. I love Summer! |
- Everyday Im Hustlin
| I decided to call off the previous break pot break early... it wasn't working out for me and landed me in some costly trouble.
Last few day have been nonstop hustling - round the clock. CPA advertising is a really a fast paced market, something im..... |
- Taking a Break
| Many of my friends know that a party hard. I got back late Sunday from Cavestock 07(still recovering). It's basically one of the largest raves / bluegrass concerts in the US. After two days of constant partying, smoking, and drug use my break finally..... |
- Another Friday
| ... with nothing to do. I'm growing increasingly annoyed with the activities my friends like to do on the weekends. I just cant tolerate it anymore. |
- Moving is a Full Time Job
| Moving into my house feels like its been a full time job in itself. Setting up appointments, searching for the perfect furniture, calling many people and keeping this place clean has been difficult for me! Everything is starting to slowly starting to..... |
- Back From Mexico
| I just got back from my new favorite Mexico vacation location - Acapulco. Mike, Evan and I did many things including seeing the cliff divers, the old city market, a few clubs, muchos chicas bonitas and much more. It was a great time, the scenery was ..... |
- Closing on my Home Today
| In a few hours I close on my first home ever. The past weeks I have been busy looking for new furniture, and buying a lot of assorted stuff for my home. I want to have a very modern, minimalistic house thats clutter free. I'm very excited! I hope tha..... |
- I am Nocturnal
| I love working during the nights for some reason. Every night I stay up until at least 3:00am working on my company. Twice a week i'll work even later into the next day, somtimes till 9:00am! Working during the night is good for me because I am far l..... |
- Today I Purchased My First Home
| I'm excited to say that I have agreed upon a price for a spacious 2nd floor townhome with over 50,000 in upgrades - and a full basement partly redone - an entire 2nd floor! Hardwood floors, custom fireplace, custom bar, remodeled kitchen, built-in ca..... |
- I fall too quickly
| I always seem to fall for girls to quickly - and when it doesnt work out it really hits me hard. I'll get over it. |
- Utilizing My Time
| Making good use of my time is something that I often try to optimize. Being self employed requires a different level of discipline, because I have to set my own hours and can work as much or as little as I want. Maintaining focus on expansion is top ..... |
- Relaxing
| Having only two school days this week has been really relaxing for me... i've been able to get a fair amount of work done these last few days. I'm quite excited for having an entire semester off! |
- My Final Finals Week
| I've decided with take a semester off from school to return back home and purchase a townhome. Currently i'm living in Carbondale in an Apartment that i'd like to keep if possible - commuting back and forth switching up the scene. I decided against s..... |
- Running Becoming Difficult
| Every week I try jog about 5 miles, much less than last year. As winter approaches4, it becomes increasingly more difficult to jog with the cold weather. Thankfully theres been a day or two a week that is above 40, a much more enjoyable run. Unfortun..... |
- I Miss Lady
It's been one day after my dogs death... and I'm still deeply hurt by my dogs passing. Thinking of all the great times we had together still deeply upsets and saddens me. I really miss my Ladydog....
 - RIP Lady
| My first and only dog, lady, passed away today. I'm very upset about the situation - she was a great pet to me. |
- Focusing on Work
| The last few days i've been focusing primarly on work. Expansion of xCell Technologies and a brand new advertising company called BLAM! Advertising have been taking up most my time th..... |
- Weather Depresses Me
| The last few weeks weather has been downright depressing for me. Grey days really make me feel down, and its just been day after day. Make it sunny weather god, please! |
- I Miss My Mac
| I'm finally back from Thanksgiving vacation - and to say the least its nice ot be on an Apple. As a project when I got home, I decided to reformat my Laptop to clean the slate and speed things up. The reformatting process wen't horribly wrong five di..... |
- Wisdom Teeth Pulled
| My wisdom teeth got pulled yesterday, and to say the least I've been really out of it. The painkillers have been doing a good job of handling the pain, and I'm thankful for that. The dental operation went quickly and near painlessly, it really wasn'..... |
- Back in Buffalo Grove
| I arrived back home late last Friday. So far I?..ve been booked seeing all my old friends from back home. Today I got my wisdom teeth pulled - so I?..m a bit out of it now from the pain killers.
Also, my PC laptop died during a reformat process on..... |
- Thanksgiving Break Approaching
| My first long break is coming up this thanksgiving, and to say the least I'm excited to be done with school. I've worked a lot harder this semester in comparison to last, hopefully it will show once the grades come in. Next semesters classes seem mor..... |
- Approving MySpace Friends is Fun
Everyday when I log into MySpace I have to approve over 100 friends. It's a pretty
tedious task, especially when MySpace is running slow (always?). This gets pretty
agitating...
 - Purchased a Mac Pro
| I'm finally purchasing a new workstation. This is exciting for me, as it's the
first Mac computer I have purchased. The new Mac Pros are also unique from other
Macs because they are the first computers to include Intel processors - two powerful
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- Taking the Weekend Off
| Several of my friends went to U of I for the Halloween weekend. I decided to stick here at SIU and work on my company rather than partying. Ideally, I'd like to pull a few 12-16 hour days and get a lot of work done. In addition, I have a fair amount ..... |
- Getting the Boot
| To say the least, last year I did a lot of partying. For the time being, I'm a student at Southern Illinois University Carbondale. When I stayed in the dorms last year I was cought several times for drinking and smoking on school grounds. Unfortunate..... |
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